Sometimes I get so tired and
hungry, fasting and praying night and day. It has been decades since I first
came into this temple seeking your will for me. But what choice did I have? You
were my only hope. My husband was gone. I had no sons to care for me. This
temple was my only solace, being in this sacred space set aside for the Holy of
Holies.
Every day, all through the
night, my life is a prayer, seeking that which is unknown, understanding only
that it is yet to be. So many years I have been doing this, calling out to you,
my Lord God, to hear my prayer. In a moment of weakness. I fell to my knees
thinking that it was my end time, asking one more time for you to bring me into
the understanding of what it is that I seek, what it is that I know you wish me
to see. Open my ears, that I might hear. Open my eyes and help me to see. One
last prayer …
And then … suddenly, I hear
Simeon’s voice exclaiming wonder and glory. I see a light shining around him as
he cradles something in his arms. He joyfully exclaims, “My eyes have seen your
salvation, Lord God! Right here in my arms I hold the light of revelation for
all the people of the earth, all to your glory, Lord God.”
What was I to do but turn
aside to see this strange thing, this light shining for all with eyes to see?
And see I did! And I knew! In his arms he held the wonder of the world! That
for which I had been longing was revealed to me in the flesh of this tiny babe,
in the light that shone around him, in the glory of all that he was and is and
is to be. Before me, the Lord of Lords, the King of Kings and the Glory of all
Creation!
Praise God from whom all
blessings flow! Praise God that I have seen this pure and precious sight!
Praise God that I may now rest in that peace which passes all understanding,
knowing that our Savior has come into the world! Praise God! Praise God! Praise
God!
The Rev. Deacon Barbi Click
October 22, 2019
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